J

你心情不好，你任性，发泄，甚至骂人都可以
就是不能够说我不够体谅你
有些事，做了不需要说，因为没有必要，
但不代表没有做过，你凭什么说我不体谅你？
那谁体谅我？

当你在一头发脾气，你有没有想到我是在忍着眼泪听？
有没有想到你需要发泄，我可能也需要
你又有没有想过我这个年纪，要受的比其他同年龄的孩子多
却从来不曾向你奢求放纵
你，却一次次的因为那些根本不让人觉得合理的事任性
一段时期过去， 我以为雨过天晴，却又再发生状况
对，你身心疲惫，我是没问题那个，要照顾你的感受，
要忍耐，要体谅，到底是谁辛苦？
就换你心态康复后的一句谢谢，我满足，但不希望有下一次！

已经不是第一次了，我就算因为其它事情很累都还撑着，
我真的不明白你到底凭什么任性！

=)

If you don't wish to remember,
I don't find any difficulties in forgetting.

sigh,
Friday got one more paper eh,
study la tolong.
been playing and sleeping for the whole day.
sinful. lol

the so call WORK

today's job was...fun?
yea quite lar.. despite the jam and 45 mins 'journey' to home..
kaki sakit betul!
N**E shoe tak bagus eh.
but had fun talking and playing with the other girls.
all of them are so cute and friendly! (luckily)
and Linda Chung was at sungei wang just now!
but Im not lucky enough to get to see her..
was too tired and ciao off before she reach sungei wang..
hmm..sayang betul.

erm hmm..
this is the first time I drive to KL alone.
the first time I take KL area's job.
Luckily didnt got lost..abo mm ji dim sei!




hmm,
just found out something through facebook eh,
not happy =(
someone ar someone, get a life la tolong.
sigh.

...

I don't sleep when Im moody.
I don't ask why all these happening on me.
but I'll be okay whenever sun rises.
believe me.
I can hold my tears, but I have no idea how long I can stand.



all I need is a hug.

请笑一个

虽然我时常说话带刺
虽然我说话不留余地
虽然我经常很不给脸

但请相信我
我说的做的
跟我想的
不一样
那是因为我对你没有戒备
是朋友， 请接受这样的我 =）
请不要因为这样而生气，或介意

Oh na na.

It might be very wrong to say this,
But I don't freaking care.
I miss you.

等待

你不过才离开了16小时
我已经开始想念你
今早忍住眼泪向你说再见
怕你在妈妈面前掉泪

这18天
没有信息
没有通电
不知道该如何过

一个月后才能见到你
光是等都快发疯了


哎