W,ygd

对不起，这次我哭不出来。
为什么你会觉得是我在无理取闹？
明明是你忽略了我的感受，明明就这么明显
有些事情说的太白没意思


去为了你的未来努力吧
但如果你连现在都无法照顾，我能想像你的未来有多好


我不是你有空了才来珍惜的。

C

很没有读书的感觉
不想上课，不想背任何责任
太累了
累得我想离开这里
逃避一段日子

J

你心情不好，你任性，发泄，甚至骂人都可以
就是不能够说我不够体谅你
有些事，做了不需要说，因为没有必要，
但不代表没有做过，你凭什么说我不体谅你？
那谁体谅我？

当你在一头发脾气，你有没有想到我是在忍着眼泪听？
有没有想到你需要发泄，我可能也需要
你又有没有想过我这个年纪，要受的比其他同年龄的孩子多
却从来不曾向你奢求放纵
你，却一次次的因为那些根本不让人觉得合理的事任性
一段时期过去， 我以为雨过天晴，却又再发生状况
对，你身心疲惫，我是没问题那个，要照顾你的感受，
要忍耐，要体谅，到底是谁辛苦？
就换你心态康复后的一句谢谢，我满足，但不希望有下一次！

已经不是第一次了，我就算因为其它事情很累都还撑着，
我真的不明白你到底凭什么任性！

=)

If you don't wish to remember,
I don't find any difficulties in forgetting.

sigh,
Friday got one more paper eh,
study la tolong.
been playing and sleeping for the whole day.
sinful. lol

the so call WORK

today's job was...fun?
yea quite lar.. despite the jam and 45 mins 'journey' to home..
kaki sakit betul!
N**E shoe tak bagus eh.
but had fun talking and playing with the other girls.
all of them are so cute and friendly! (luckily)
and Linda Chung was at sungei wang just now!
but Im not lucky enough to get to see her..
was too tired and ciao off before she reach sungei wang..
hmm..sayang betul.

erm hmm..
this is the first time I drive to KL alone.
the first time I take KL area's job.
Luckily didnt got lost..abo mm ji dim sei!




hmm,
just found out something through facebook eh,
not happy =(
someone ar someone, get a life la tolong.
sigh.

...

I don't sleep when Im moody.
I don't ask why all these happening on me.
but I'll be okay whenever sun rises.
believe me.
I can hold my tears, but I have no idea how long I can stand.



all I need is a hug.

请笑一个

虽然我时常说话带刺
虽然我说话不留余地
虽然我经常很不给脸

但请相信我
我说的做的
跟我想的
不一样
那是因为我对你没有戒备
是朋友， 请接受这样的我 =）
请不要因为这样而生气，或介意

Oh na na.

It might be very wrong to say this,
But I don't freaking care.
I miss you.

等待

你不过才离开了16小时
我已经开始想念你
今早忍住眼泪向你说再见
怕你在妈妈面前掉泪

这18天
没有信息
没有通电
不知道该如何过

一个月后才能见到你
光是等都快发疯了


哎

危夜

心里有千言万语想说
但却无从说起
三年前，我遇见了你
一起了，分开了
如今各自握着不同的人的手
或许回忆仍未冻结
心里总还是会泛起阵阵涟漪
一再地提醒自己
却无法逃过在宁静的夜想起你
夜里，总是特别容易想起你。

-.-

so fucked up recently
everything doesn't went smoothly
everyday, every single day my mood must be ruined by some stupid problems
this few days the word I said the most is 'niama cipek'
pek cek to the max..

grrr! cannot describe how pek cek am I..
deng!

ZBL

你知道， 这很讽刺
不是我要说什么
但很多时候被踩到头上的滋味不如你想象的好
你也不容许别人这样对你吧？
那为什么你这样对别人？
唉，算了

开始觉得没什么所谓了
要怎样就怎样吧
只要让我有得好睡就可以了
不过，火山已经醒了
过不久就快爆炸了吧
真的，请不要再过分
最近已经很stress 了
我哭给你看！D:



说好不接工作的
现在接到5月尾
可以死了 @@
臭鸡蛋，明知道不好意思拒绝你
还要打来叫我接工作
还要是刚睡醒就打给我
好啊你
薪水最好是高一点啊不然下次不鸟你

现在唯一最期待的是这个weekend
2份薪水一起出，还有allowance
唯一的安慰啊
泪



嗯，我想，以后有钱要开一间snowflake在我家隔壁
妈的每次很难找到机会吃
满肚子火

u can tell.

and now I wonder why I work like mad cow.

I need a break after the Twisties job..
Couldn't catch up with the syllabus d..
need to start revising.. @.@
Don't wanna get bad grades for this semester.

tired till brain stop functioning.
this is the length of the article I can give now.
zzzzzz, bai bai.

=)

Piano, the music instrument that gives you most purity in music.
one day, if im rich, i wanna buy a this and place it in my house.
play love songs to my baby everyday.
but duh...
Baby will kill me larh, too expensive. =P

L.O.V.E

没有人能够正确地解释爱，对吧？
大家都凭着自己的历练在努力诠释着

一颗心，怎么能够容纳两个人？
我从来不敢苟同
你的父母，怎么不会在你心里？
你的知己，怎么不会在你心里？
他们都是你爱的人
一颗心，从来就拥有比一个人宽的容量

当你的心，痛，所牵扯到的又何止你爱人的心？
当你的心，空，被放逐的又何止是你的爱人？
当你的心，乱，被扰乱的又何止是你的生活？
当你知道你的心有如此的宽，
你的心，有没有想过要容纳更多的人？

比起心里，我希望把你藏在脑里，
一个偶尔想起，不会忘记的人，
因为藏在心里，是一个错误的位置，
心里揪揪的，叫我如何能释怀？

爱的意义，该如何解释？

wuhoo

yoooo!
today is extremely tired!!
went a lot of places today..
went sri petaling for a job briefing,
had an interview for another job,
went subang with jessica for snowflake,
then curi-curi go to baby's house take a short nap,
then went to bandar puteri's Chillex.
petrol, bai bai. $$, bai bai =(

just got home. not even remove my make up.
feel like just bang onto my bed and sleep.
the food from chillex, no good + expensive.
duwan bong chan u d!!

have to attend a training on 22nd..
i dont know how long I can stand..
Don't even got to rest on weekend for like...5 weeks d?
next week is the last week of CSL job, but if this job is on,
the following week have to start work d..
jeez. luckily this semester has only 5 assignments.
started to get tired already,
but i will get better whenever i wake up at the next morning.
so, gambate la. ;D

ZzZ

been very busy for the past 2 months..
i like it, and i hope it stays like this until final exam.
at least, my mind wouldn't have time to think for bullshit.

this semester is too relaxing for me..
until i intend to skip all the lectures,
of coz, its because of the lecturer's hypnotizing skill..
almost fall asleep in EVERY lecture!!
see how good they are in making people sleep..
people with insomnia could have look for them to give lecture..
for sure you sleep tight in the night!

well...
actually Im kinda blur right now
I'd been feeling very very sleepy every thursday!
this is the third week already, weird.



suddenly i thought of one scene.
kristin: i felt like this sem's result is gona be very cham!'
yes i agree with you kristin. its gonna be a big =( this sem.

爱，怎么能重来

到底这样算什么，我不知道。
我想，一切应该维持原状
没有必要影响你的生活
更不需要表明什么
毕竟，要继续，需要极大的勇气
我没有，也不够。


不要再乱想了，拜托。

3,8

it's been a year.
do you live well?
I can't help to think of you on every 8th day of the month.

=p

checked back my old posts..
I realize I blogged a lot heh.
it's like, 'why on earth I will write like this ar?'
freakin funny tho.

M gonna cook for my baby next tuesday.
I hope the food is nice and she wouldn't need to go to hospital.
Ngeks.


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okay, currently im working at The mines.
someone from there, have been sangat irritating.
knowing me for 2 days and she say she fall into me.
and BLAHHHHH (skip all those shits)
Even im working, she wants to kacau me.
Luckily my agent, Tina, the heavenly pretty and kind angel.
save me from the 'da bian'.
this week im working at the concourse!!
yeay!! no more facing u liao. =D
I hate talking with people who always emo u know.
especially emo in front of me.
EFF off la u. u're making me so sick.






is so syok that you can type whatever u want to type.
because I know no one would check on my blog anymore, yeay.
it's been a while that I didn't update my blog la. Ngeks.
Ciao!

< 3

Shouldn't complaint, I know.
shouldn't to be greedy, I know.
shouldn't be negative, I know.



So I am loving my life now.
I will appreciate
my family, friends and lover.

This year, will be a different year for me.
I will learn from the mistakes, and never let it happen again.
I will learn to express love to all the people I care.
I will take care of anyone who needs me, no matter if he/she worth it.



Be grateful
Be polite
Be positive
Be generous
Be fair
and most importantly
Be loved. (ngeks)










bahaha, so not me. ;p

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你说你对着外人得笑。
应酬性的笑
对着我不需要，我却经常看到你面无表情的脸
没有太多的表情，只有那张脸，和抱怨的语气

看着你和朋友的照片，你的笑是我期盼却无法目睹的笑
是不是我又想太多了。还是我开始看出一些端倪
请告诉我一切都是假象。 我想要回以前的你。

有篇文章太对了，不能够依赖＂平淡是真＂这句话而停止付出，
但做到的人， 实在是少之又少。