hmm

my blog is so dead now...
just like my life...
i realized even i found job and work everyday
still so lifeless
still boring
and tired
but now i don't hope that getting any off day anymore
'coz i will go out and shop
spent a lot recently
XD

relationship with dar is getting better?
don't think so
is just it doesn't goes worse
feels like something going to change?
maybe am just think too much..?
feels so helpless...
aiks...
maybe am just too tired...
should sleep earlier.