Monday, November 30, 2009

<3 december

this december will be a bz month
outing with babes
working
piano lessens
dancing classes
and maybe vacation with parents
im anticipating
and also,
i wants a lotza christmas presents~!
muahahah~

december here i come~
miss E6 <3>

700th

wulala~
today is the 700th day
and tmr will be our 23rd months~
happy ~^^

hmm
700 days
how long is it
almost 2 years
but i don' think i wanna leave you yet ^^

we rarely meet up since my final ended
hope that nothing will change


<3

Friday, November 20, 2009

again

12am now
im still awake
tmr need to go taylors for assignment
damn sien

the mood didn change
im still moody,unhappy,and lil of pek cek
i feels like killing someone
maybe i ll feel better?
pervert


a bit confused
a bit unsure
i just want to be a normal kid
sigh
my life isn't mine
damn down

Thursday, November 19, 2009

random

hmm...
lastly
the finals ended
ad we went to gai gai at the 17th and 18th
my room is small eh?
but warm dude
4 of us slept for hours and went to school
thats not good
feels like falling asleep every minute
feel free
thats good
but duh,
this means that i've to decide now
although i know im trying to avoid to think bout that
but i know the decision should be done
and in this lil short time =(
i tried to convince myself for something
but that 'something' do really change
and maybe something will be different from now on.






i don't think myself is unlucky kid
but sometimes i really think i AM

Saturday, October 31, 2009

sudden

what do you expect from me?
i couldn't do better than now
or everything just came out from your imagination
that i can actually fulfill your wish?
halo, im stupid, ok
stupid
stop nagging me

i give up
never struggle for this last moments
i will start studying
tomorrow maybe?
but, tomorrow starts final.
*ngeks

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Chi neh seh?

今天来篇华文的吧
太久没写华文了竟然被说没有感情



今天
也是去学校读书拉
承认自己有点失败吧
朋友们都启动了
我找不到自己的按钮
所以还是拖下拖下不读书

今天的雨很怪哦
从来没试过这么冷哇
驾车看不到 =.=
终于顺利到朋友家
不过车里到现在还是有味道 (恶)
最近我们有不妥吧?
可能你也感觉到了
不过我相信没什么
只不过最近大家都蛮忙的
我快大考了
而你也有考试

我不知道明年自己要读什么
在哪里读
选不出不只是因为迷茫和遭到反对
多少也和她有关系吧
毕竟这两年我没让你好受过
没可能要做让自己离你更远的决定
考试后我得决定了
虽说自己颇喜欢某一科
但它真的能保证我的未来吗?
如果我如愿了,
那就代表我们更难见面了
矛盾阿

当身心好累
能否有人出现在我面前
牵着我的手带我继续前进?
一切看起来是这么的美好
却又被一层层的矛盾包围
我希望自己不要做错决定
因为这个错误
足以让我后悔好一段时间







* 我会好好珍惜能和你,和你们相处的时间,
虽然回忆会让人变得脆弱.

Friday, October 23, 2009

goodbye

today
the last day of college
everyone of us forgot bout final
and have fun for this last few hours
8 months from march
time passes so fast
college was unoffcially ended
i still think that im E6 students
in fact im not anymore
and we have to bye-bye at here
all frenz that i met in E6
so happy to know you all
i enjoyed this 8 months
and i will always remember you all
forever
we're E6 students
forever
E6 rockss~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PS: i cried when im typing this
>.<