爱，怎么能重来

到底这样算什么，我不知道。
我想，一切应该维持原状
没有必要影响你的生活
更不需要表明什么
毕竟，要继续，需要极大的勇气
我没有，也不够。


不要再乱想了，拜托。

3,8

it's been a year.
do you live well?
I can't help to think of you on every 8th day of the month.

=p

checked back my old posts..
I realize I blogged a lot heh.
it's like, 'why on earth I will write like this ar?'
freakin funny tho.

M gonna cook for my baby next tuesday.
I hope the food is nice and she wouldn't need to go to hospital.
Ngeks.


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okay, currently im working at The mines.
someone from there, have been sangat irritating.
knowing me for 2 days and she say she fall into me.
and BLAHHHHH (skip all those shits)
Even im working, she wants to kacau me.
Luckily my agent, Tina, the heavenly pretty and kind angel.
save me from the 'da bian'.
this week im working at the concourse!!
yeay!! no more facing u liao. =D
I hate talking with people who always emo u know.
especially emo in front of me.
EFF off la u. u're making me so sick.






is so syok that you can type whatever u want to type.
because I know no one would check on my blog anymore, yeay.
it's been a while that I didn't update my blog la. Ngeks.
Ciao!

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Shouldn't complaint, I know.
shouldn't to be greedy, I know.
shouldn't be negative, I know.



So I am loving my life now.
I will appreciate
my family, friends and lover.

This year, will be a different year for me.
I will learn from the mistakes, and never let it happen again.
I will learn to express love to all the people I care.
I will take care of anyone who needs me, no matter if he/she worth it.



Be grateful
Be polite
Be positive
Be generous
Be fair
and most importantly
Be loved. (ngeks)










bahaha, so not me. ;p

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你说你对着外人得笑。
应酬性的笑
对着我不需要，我却经常看到你面无表情的脸
没有太多的表情，只有那张脸，和抱怨的语气

看着你和朋友的照片，你的笑是我期盼却无法目睹的笑
是不是我又想太多了。还是我开始看出一些端倪
请告诉我一切都是假象。 我想要回以前的你。

有篇文章太对了，不能够依赖＂平淡是真＂这句话而停止付出，
但做到的人， 实在是少之又少。

神经

钱不够用！

想轻松一些赚钱都不行
是一定要挨生挨死才会发达是不是
汗颜







不想啦
睡觉去
不懂怎么突然 '发钱寒'

奇怪

不应该眷恋过去
我知道
但宁静的夜总爱乱想
尤其翻看以前的一切
总让我觉得有一种特别，又不曾拥有的感觉

以前的这个时间，我总是在等你电话。
以前的电话内容，我都大略记得。
不知什么时候，我开始恋上这一种情感，
一种归属感。 却没有爱情。


这些日子以来，不找你，不联络你，不是为了逃避你，不是怕尴尬，也不是不再当你是朋友，而是不敢让你抱有希望，怕你伤心怕你烦恼于猜测。

我仍然记得半年前你说的话，＂我真的没有机会吗？＂ 煞是心疼，但我的答案是事实，也许你怪我狠，但你会学会更珍惜你所拥有的。

也许说了那么多，你也没机会看见。
也许说了那么多，也只是觉得我在放屁。

但今晚这一句是真的，

不知怎么的，今晚特别想你。