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W,ygd

2011-09-04T09:37:00.000-07:00

对不起，这次我哭不出来。
为什么你会觉得是我在无理取闹？
明明是你忽略了我的感受，明明就这么明显
有些事情说的太白没意思

去为了你的未来努力吧
但如果你连现在都无法照顾，我能想像你的未来有多好

我不是你有空了才来珍惜的。

C

2011-08-02T07:27:00.000-07:00

很没有读书的感觉
不想上课，不想背任何责任
太累了
累得我想离开这里
逃避一段日子

J

2011-07-15T09:32:00.000-07:00

你心情不好，你任性，发泄，甚至骂人都可以
就是不能够说我不够体谅你
有些事，做了不需要说，因为没有必要，
但不代表没有做过，你凭什么说我不体谅你？
那谁体谅我？

当你在一头发脾气，你有没有想到我是在忍着眼泪听？
有没有想到你需要发泄，我可能也需要
你又有没有想过我这个年纪，要受的比其他同年龄的孩子多
却从来不曾向你奢求放纵
你，却一次次的因为那些根本不让人觉得合理的事任性
一段时期过去，我以为雨过天晴，却又再发生状况
对，你身心疲惫，我是没问题那个，要照顾你的感受，
要忍耐，要体谅，到底是谁辛苦？
就换你心态康复后的一句谢谢，我满足，但不希望有下一次！

已经不是第一次了，我就算因为其它事情很累都还撑着，
我真的不明白你到底凭什么任性！

=)

2011-06-22T08:12:00.000-07:00

If you don't wish to remember,
I don't find any difficulties in forgetting.

sigh,
Friday got one more paper eh,
study la tolong.
been playing and sleeping for the whole day.
sinful. lol

the so call WORK

2011-05-27T08:04:00.000-07:00

today's job was...fun?
yea quite lar.. despite the jam and 45 mins 'journey' to home..
kaki sakit betul!
N**E shoe tak bagus eh.
but had fun talking and playing with the other girls.
all of them are so cute and friendly! (luckily)
and Linda Chung was at sungei wang just now!
but Im not lucky enough to get to see her..
was too tired and ciao off before she reach sungei wang..
hmm..sayang betul.

erm hmm..
this is the first time I drive to KL alone.
the first time I take KL area's job.
Luckily didnt got lost..abo mm ji dim sei!

hmm,
just found out something through facebook eh,
not happy =(
someone ar someone, get a life la tolong.
sigh.

...

2011-05-21T11:15:00.000-07:00

I don't sleep when Im moody.
I don't ask why all these happening on me.
but I'll be okay whenever sun rises.
believe me.
I can hold my tears, but I have no idea how long I can stand.

all I need is a hug.

请笑一个

2011-05-17T07:56:00.000-07:00

虽然我时常说话带刺
虽然我说话不留余地
虽然我经常很不给脸

但请相信我
我说的做的
跟我想的
不一样
那是因为我对你没有戒备
是朋友，请接受这样的我 =）
请不要因为这样而生气，或介意

Oh na na.

2011-05-13T10:31:00.000-07:00

It might be very wrong to say this,
But I don't freaking care.
I miss you.

等待

2011-05-05T10:40:00.000-07:00

你不过才离开了16小时
我已经开始想念你
今早忍住眼泪向你说再见
怕你在妈妈面前掉泪

这18天
没有信息
没有通电
不知道该如何过

一个月后才能见到你
光是等都快发疯了

哎

危夜

2011-04-22T09:58:00.000-07:00

心里有千言万语想说
但却无从说起
三年前，我遇见了你
一起了，分开了
如今各自握着不同的人的手
或许回忆仍未冻结
心里总还是会泛起阵阵涟漪
一再地提醒自己
却无法逃过在宁静的夜想起你
夜里，总是特别容易想起你。

-.-

2011-04-12T07:20:00.000-07:00

so fucked up recently
everything doesn't went smoothly
everyday, every single day my mood must be ruined by some stupid problems
this few days the word I said the most is 'niama cipek'
pek cek to the max..

grrr! cannot describe how pek cek am I..
deng!

ZBL

2011-04-04T09:55:00.000-07:00

你知道，这很讽刺
不是我要说什么
但很多时候被踩到头上的滋味不如你想象的好
你也不容许别人这样对你吧？
那为什么你这样对别人？
唉，算了

开始觉得没什么所谓了
要怎样就怎样吧
只要让我有得好睡就可以了
不过，火山已经醒了
过不久就快爆炸了吧
真的，请不要再过分
最近已经很stress 了
我哭给你看！D:

说好不接工作的
现在接到5月尾
可以死了 @@
臭鸡蛋，明知道不好意思拒绝你
还要打来叫我接工作
还要是刚睡醒就打给我
好啊你
薪水最好是高一点啊不然下次不鸟你

现在唯一最期待的是这个weekend
2份薪水一起出，还有allowance
唯一的安慰啊
泪

嗯，我想，以后有钱要开一间snowflake在我家隔壁
妈的每次很难找到机会吃
满肚子火

u can tell.

2011-03-27T10:02:00.000-07:00

and now I wonder why I work like mad cow.

I need a break after the Twisties job..
Couldn't catch up with the syllabus d..
need to start revising.. @.@
Don't wanna get bad grades for this semester.

tired till brain stop functioning.
this is the length of the article I can give now.
zzzzzz, bai bai.

=)

2011-03-16T09:11:00.000-07:00

Piano, the music instrument that gives you most purity in music.
one day, if im rich, i wanna buy a this and place it in my house.
play love songs to my baby everyday.
but duh...
Baby will kill me larh, too expensive. =P

L.O.V.E

2011-03-15T08:20:00.000-07:00

没有人能够正确地解释爱，对吧？
大家都凭着自己的历练在努力诠释着

一颗心，怎么能够容纳两个人？
我从来不敢苟同
你的父母，怎么不会在你心里？
你的知己，怎么不会在你心里？
他们都是你爱的人
一颗心，从来就拥有比一个人宽的容量

当你的心，痛，所牵扯到的又何止你爱人的心？
当你的心，空，被放逐的又何止是你的爱人？
当你的心，乱，被扰乱的又何止是你的生活？
当你知道你的心有如此的宽，
你的心，有没有想过要容纳更多的人？

比起心里，我希望把你藏在脑里，
一个偶尔想起，不会忘记的人，
因为藏在心里，是一个错误的位置，
心里揪揪的，叫我如何能释怀？

爱的意义，该如何解释？

wuhoo

2011-03-12T06:47:00.000-08:00

yoooo!
today is extremely tired!!
went a lot of places today..
went sri petaling for a job briefing,
had an interview for another job,
went subang with jessica for snowflake,
then curi-curi go to baby's house take a short nap,
then went to bandar puteri's Chillex.
petrol, bai bai. $$, bai bai =(

just got home. not even remove my make up.
feel like just bang onto my bed and sleep.
the food from chillex, no good + expensive.
duwan bong chan u d!!

have to attend a training on 22nd..
i dont know how long I can stand..
Don't even got to rest on weekend for like...5 weeks d?
next week is the last week of CSL job, but if this job is on,
the following week have to start work d..
jeez. luckily this semester has only 5 assignments.
started to get tired already,
but i will get better whenever i wake up at the next morning.
so, gambate la. ;D

ZzZ

2011-03-10T06:06:00.000-08:00

been very busy for the past 2 months..
i like it, and i hope it stays like this until final exam.
at least, my mind wouldn't have time to think for bullshit.

this semester is too relaxing for me..
until i intend to skip all the lectures,
of coz, its because of the lecturer's hypnotizing skill..
almost fall asleep in EVERY lecture!!
see how good they are in making people sleep..
people with insomnia could have look for them to give lecture..
for sure you sleep tight in the night!

well...
actually Im kinda blur right now
I'd been feeling very very sleepy every thursday!
this is the third week already, weird.

suddenly i thought of one scene.
kristin: i felt like this sem's result is gona be very cham!'
yes i agree with you kristin. its gonna be a big =( this sem.

爱，怎么能重来

2011-03-08T22:14:00.000-08:00

到底这样算什么，我不知道。
我想，一切应该维持原状
没有必要影响你的生活
更不需要表明什么
毕竟，要继续，需要极大的勇气
我没有，也不够。

不要再乱想了，拜托。

3,8

2011-03-08T08:43:00.000-08:00

it's been a year.
do you live well?
I can't help to think of you on every 8th day of the month.

=p

2011-02-24T00:50:00.000-08:00

checked back my old posts..
I realize I blogged a lot heh.
it's like, 'why on earth I will write like this ar?'
freakin funny tho.

M gonna cook for my baby next tuesday.
I hope the food is nice and she wouldn't need to go to hospital.
Ngeks.

------------------------------------------------------------------------

okay, currently im working at The mines.
someone from there, have been sangat irritating.
knowing me for 2 days and she say she fall into me.
and BLAHHHHH (skip all those shits)
Even im working, she wants to kacau me.
Luckily my agent, Tina, the heavenly pretty and kind angel.
save me from the 'da bian'.
this week im working at the concourse!!
yeay!! no more facing u liao. =D
I hate talking with people who always emo u know.
especially emo in front of me.
EFF off la u. u're making me so sick.

is so syok that you can type whatever u want to type.
because I know no one would check on my blog anymore, yeay.
it's been a while that I didn't update my blog la. Ngeks.
Ciao!

< 3

2011-02-06T10:05:00.000-08:00

Shouldn't complaint, I know.
shouldn't to be greedy, I know.
shouldn't be negative, I know.

So I am loving my life now.
I will appreciate
my family, friends and lover.

This year, will be a different year for me.
I will learn from the mistakes, and never let it happen again.
I will learn to express love to all the people I care.
I will take care of anyone who needs me, no matter if he/she worth it.

Be grateful
Be polite
Be positive
Be generous
Be fair
and most importantly
Be loved. (ngeks)

bahaha, so not me. ;p

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2011-01-27T10:46:00.000-08:00

你说你对着外人得笑。
应酬性的笑
对着我不需要，我却经常看到你面无表情的脸
没有太多的表情，只有那张脸，和抱怨的语气

看着你和朋友的照片，你的笑是我期盼却无法目睹的笑
是不是我又想太多了。还是我开始看出一些端倪
请告诉我一切都是假象。我想要回以前的你。

有篇文章太对了，不能够依赖＂平淡是真＂这句话而停止付出，
但做到的人，实在是少之又少。

神经

2010-12-30T07:36:00.000-08:00

钱不够用！

想轻松一些赚钱都不行
是一定要挨生挨死才会发达是不是
汗颜

不想啦
睡觉去
不懂怎么突然 '发钱寒'

奇怪

2010-11-30T08:56:00.000-08:00

不应该眷恋过去
我知道
但宁静的夜总爱乱想
尤其翻看以前的一切
总让我觉得有一种特别，又不曾拥有的感觉

以前的这个时间，我总是在等你电话。
以前的电话内容，我都大略记得。
不知什么时候，我开始恋上这一种情感，
一种归属感。却没有爱情。

这些日子以来，不找你，不联络你，不是为了逃避你，不是怕尴尬，也不是不再当你是朋友，而是不敢让你抱有希望，怕你伤心怕你烦恼于猜测。

我仍然记得半年前你说的话，＂我真的没有机会吗？＂煞是心疼，但我的答案是事实，也许你怪我狠，但你会学会更珍惜你所拥有的。

也许说了那么多，你也没机会看见。
也许说了那么多，也只是觉得我在放屁。

但今晚这一句是真的，

不知怎么的，今晚特别想你。

PH4M

2010-10-26T09:04:00.000-07:00

please
don't let me feel disappointed again

17th OCT

2010-10-16T11:03:00.000-07:00

you never fail to make me emo

2010-08-06T04:38:00.000-07:00

妈的
你不知道我多想你

apology

2010-06-18T06:00:00.000-07:00

im sorry
but the hardest thing is to change what had happened
and often,the impossible one.

遗憾
这是我最后能给你的词
无法挽留的遗憾

big day =)

2010-06-15T09:42:00.000-07:00

thank you
aligato
xie xie
terima kasih
duo jeh

thank you everyone for the wishes
thank you meow eh la, ah loon la, jessica la, ke li si yin yao la, lalalala....
owh but,
pumpkin was the one wished me first =)
but end up we have a lil fight
hmm

received voice msg from ah yang
oh god touching dou sei
luckily u're not here
or else gonna hug u gao gao!!

叮叮

2010-05-29T22:41:00.000-07:00

也许不到必须要考虑的时候
都不会去想

但还是会做错决定
还是会不甘心

但已没有‘如果’
只能继续
而这决定，从来都不是我做主
所以，没有对或者错

imma emo pig

2010-05-02T08:17:00.000-07:00

why the feeling still here..?
i have no idea what's the feeling
but it's bringing me down..
so difficult to express
so hard to let go

why i let myself to be in such situation again?
like again and again?
one day karma will definitely come to me.
why is people so selfish?
why is life so unfair?

...
i just want to apologize, to no one?
how ironic.

我知错了~

2010-05-01T02:54:00.000-07:00

what makes you think she won't get hurt by your words?
what makes you think she's suppose to be strong?
what a selfish girl you. shermay loh.

teee heee

2010-04-19T04:15:00.000-07:00

havin study break for a week
duh the first day alr slept for 14 hrs
gawd don't make me be lazy again.

i should start revise previous topics..
gahhh maybe i should start tmr??
but tmr ada outing wif babes
XD study? oh forget it.

KNS

2010-04-12T05:43:00.000-07:00

urgh..
gastric or stomachache?
moody weh,i hate this.
hands shivering summore,damn.

feel like wanna tattoo larh.
at lower abs
mummy pls let me buat tattoo.
hmm.

urgh.boy

2010-04-11T07:27:00.000-07:00

u want things go exactly what you thought?
pls lar wake up, u thought life still like a fairy tale.
life is tough okay.
u can dream whatever dream u want to,
but is during night time okay.
the next morning wake up d then back to the real world pls.
don't expect people to tolerate u again and again kay.
childish boy.
i'll definitely give u a slap if i could,
and one day you will thank me for that slap.

yier spoil my mood nia,
fan.

last

2010-04-04T00:29:00.000-07:00

packed things that you left in my house
and i found a paper bag
you gave me when we celebrate our first valentine's day
i wouldn't forget what's inside this paper bag
i saw the paper bag,and i cried
memories recalled.
i dare not to think what happened during this 800days after we split up
because i know tears will fall.
few days later, it will be the last time i go to your house.
one last time.

tell me you're good without me.
please.
because u know i will.

2010-03-31T07:37:00.000-07:00

也许不应该这样看自己
但我真的觉得自己是个烂东西

不再要求什么了
不需要太成功
不需要太聪明
只要日子开心就好了
做自己想做的

‘活在当下’
我想起了某某曾经对我说的一句话

2010-03-30T07:45:00.000-07:00

if i tell you it wasn't hurt
im lying to you.
is just tired to love someone
and you'll just leave like this
even you have to bare all the feelings with yourself
getting frustrated is just much more worse than you don't love anymore.
trust me.

what does the tears mean?
it doesn't matter anymore.

泪

2010-03-22T23:55:00.000-07:00

依然不足够吗？
贪心的你到底需要多少？
就不能够站在我的立场想一想？
我没有选择
因为全世界的人都不够我爱你
我敢这么说，这是事实
但你却利用这原因来伤害我
我不知道自己为什么还在保护你
不要让我累了，然后离开
要不我不会再回来。

zzz

2010-03-21T06:18:00.000-07:00

can't hide my laziness
i just wanna throw marketing textbook away and sleep now
god
i duwan success
i want my bed pls.

2 mins later...
started to emo
what if m studying psych now
i wouldn't say this.
not even once.
hmm =(

10sec later
okay mood swings again
i shall study for it
pass this subject and never ever touch that book again.
yoyo!!!!

yii

2010-03-20T09:23:00.000-07:00

effin god
exhausted.
what a saturday XD

ps: wantan i love you don't give up ur dream =)
tho i wish u can study with me so i can fetch u to sch everyday.

2010-03-19T03:01:00.000-07:00

sweet talker.
shouldn't believe in you.

2010-03-16T05:43:00.000-07:00

you made me felt m never a matter to you
i see ur smile, you live ur life happily
i feel better
yet i feel bad 'coz i realized my choice was correct
you smile even resplendent than i used to see
is that mean we were wrong to be attached?
btw ur smile showed that you're relieved
this is what i hope to see.
i failed to be a good gf, maybe this is why i never see you smile like that.

再见

2010-03-08T05:38:00.000-08:00

phobia
我已经没有勇气当重要的人
想逃
但并不是因为不爱
是害怕有朝一日
我需要伤害你

如果有一天
你在街上遇见了我
请给我一个笑容
让我知道，没有了我
你依然很幸福

+

2010-03-05T06:34:00.000-08:00

another lock in your blog
how many locks i have to open to enter into you heart.
please don't make me feel frustrated.

yea

2010-03-03T04:08:00.001-08:00

and now im pretty sure about that.

tik tok

2010-02-26T23:29:00.000-08:00

i can't wait
why is the time so slow to reach monday

2010-02-21T10:31:00.000-08:00

i can't bear the sadness anymore
i hate being ignored
hate being abandoned
i don't deserve all these from you you know?

gahhhhh
i don't like to be emo pun
i really don't like
but...

wee =)

2010-02-19T06:28:00.000-08:00

dyed my hair today
hor the guy's serivice damn cha ler
rude sial

is copper colour
quite like the colour actually
rm200 fly jor~
but m satisfied
ngeks

Ay Arr Gee Eff

2010-02-18T00:15:00.000-08:00

what so big deal ??
just tell urself u don't fucking care
just lie to urself
say you don't give a damn to what's happening on her

i wish i could bring this secret to the hell
yea not heaven but hell coz i did such wrong thing !
something that can crushes a good person's heart
into million pieces. damn

btw is just a wish
i knew what will happen at the end
sometimes i hope m cold-blooded

*bang ur head to the wall so u can stop the brain function for a moment

< 3

2010-02-16T10:07:00.000-08:00

i love blogspot
it reminds me there's no way for me to post private posts.
just like if you wants to post private posts,
rather not to.

Emm

2010-02-14T23:00:00.000-08:00

i don't really likes to gossip
since i was 16 i started to gossip less
'coz i've been heard too many things
no matter all that were supposed to let me know

i knew
or i don't
it never be a matter to me
if you want to tell
i listen
if you don't
i don't cherish it also
i wouldn't beg you to tell me just because i care about you
either you're good friend,or lover (i don't have best friend)
sometimes even i really wants to know
i wouldn't show too
so if it ends up with you told me nothing
i will not feel sad

girls gossip
boys gossip
because they gossip
i knew how horrible it can be
it can change ur view to someone
even you don't really hate the person
if someone else is the easily get influenced type
please don't teach the person ur concept
because u may changed the person's personality as well

just
just gossip less okay
it just making u all become so...
so
repugnant

i used to love gossip
but not anymore
m still curious
but I've trained myself not to show it
even i gossip
i skipped all those sensitive issues

and m not scolding ANY ONE
please don't fucking misunderstood okay
m not saying gossip is not good
is just that if you couldn't control urself well
maybe sometimes u just need to STFU okay
it saves you from trouble

and if you thought you're such straight forward
and can talk in ' i don't fucking care' slang
then don't gossip
i dare you don't have the guts to do so
and m sorry to tell you're just acting cool
it's not straight forward
just please stop being stupid
peoples are laughing
but you thought you're so COOL
isn't that pathetic?

just
ergh.
speechless d

=((

2010-02-11T07:55:00.000-08:00

nowadays the weather's so hot
even just sittin in front of lappy can sweat
beh tahan~~

and my face sensitive again
'coz of the stupid weather
=( =(
so ugly lar why must before CNY
sad
have to waste money to buy product
my face so ugly now.
SAD
feel like crying whenever i look at the mirror
GOD save me from this pls.

>:(

2010-02-10T06:01:00.000-08:00

i want my life
my OWN life
you have no idea
how desperate m i now
m seriously hate you
wants to leave but just don't have the guts
i love you
but i hate u.

bye bye

2010-02-07T06:06:00.000-08:00

went tgif today
ah joe n decepticon let us 'wan can'
XD XD

joey goin to aussie for 3 yrs
:'(
3 years man.
will definitely miss you a lot
sifat joe ngek ngek

will c u next year okayy
must find us when u come back..!!
*big hugg

RaR

2010-02-04T04:51:00.000-08:00

just viewed my old blog
found out shermay was an emo girl huh
although now just a lil bit better as compare with the past

and i found an article about my personality test
seriously matches my personality
m so admire those psychologists AGAIN

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

except of the readiness of starting relationship part

the others are sooo right..!!

but still, you wouldn't know me except u find out yourself right

peoples have different point of views

today is 4th of FEB

feeling not so good now 'coz 7th WCW'll be going back to Sarawak

aiks 3 more weeks only she come back to kl

sad =(

the 25th

2010-02-01T03:04:00.000-08:00

well
today is the 25th months
2yrs + alr.

m not that happy as i thought
something has been happened this month
m so confused

how this will end?
in what way?
dare not to think about it
i shouldn't selfish
i know.
but self-control seems very hard to me
and everything seems insecure
and so unsure.

u, couldn't understand.

=(

2010-01-26T06:54:00.000-08:00

i don't wish to think too much
maybe m just too sensitive
but i really hope that you didn't change
i really need a sense of security right now..!!

hmm

2010-01-13T07:00:00.000-08:00

my blog is so dead now...
just like my life...
i realized even i found job and work everyday
still so lifeless
still boring
and tired
but now i don't hope that getting any off day anymore
'coz i will go out and shop
spent a lot recently
XD

relationship with dar is getting better?
don't think so
is just it doesn't goes worse
feels like something going to change?
maybe am just think too much..?
feels so helpless...
aiks...
maybe am just too tired...
should sleep earlier.

happy new year =) 2 years anniversary

2010-01-01T06:45:00.000-08:00

happy new year~
2010 jor...
19 jor =(
old...

btw today is also our 2 yrs anniversary
=)
2 years d...
hope can last longer with dar

hmm
but today still need to work
tired

x'mas eeee

2009-12-27T07:16:00.000-08:00

hmm haha
celebrate for christmas day everyone?

that day went MV with dar
we had Tony Romas as dinner
hoo hooo
can't finish 'coz too MANY
next time better share

after that we went to my primary school
at night ( GOSH that's so scary )
we stayed in the car and chat
talked about our childhood
about our school life
i felt so happy,and warm at that time

then we give x'mas gift to each other
i gave a chocolate as gift and she kinda like it =D
haha
and i received a bracelet~!!
oh GOSH i like it so much~~

P for pavilion

2009-12-17T07:33:00.000-08:00

went pavilion with dar today
bought a ring from Accesorize
and watched Avatar
nice movie...but it takes too long
3 hours dang

here is the pics

hehe
am so happy today
really long time didn't watch movie with dar

and dar cooked for me today
wulala~
the slice beef with onion is nice
too bad the curry seafood is a bit tasteless
'coz no more salt =.=
btw, am happy 'coz never had a dar cook for me
and i enjoyed the meal ^^
thx dar

REsult

2009-12-17T07:23:00.000-08:00

hah
the result was out
not good
not good
btw im not so sad
'coz effort was not paid too much on it

hmm...
scholarship gone T.T
my TER not enough for me to apply scholarship
btw...am gonna request for remark for math and psych
am really not believe in what i get for psych
>.<

R

2009-12-07T08:33:00.000-08:00

if i tell u im not confused anymore
will you trust me?
NO, i don't even believe myself

shit
today is 7th
the result is coming out next week
shitttttttttt
damn scareeeeeeeee
god bless me~

<3 december

2009-11-30T01:28:00.000-08:00

this december will be a bz month
outing with babes
working
piano lessens
dancing classes
and maybe vacation with parents
im anticipating
and also,
i wants a lotza christmas presents~!
muahahah~

december here i come~

miss E6 <3>

700th

2009-11-30T01:11:00.000-08:00

wulala~
today is the 700th day
and tmr will be our 23rd months~
happy ~^^

hmm
700 days
how long is it
almost 2 years
but i don' think i wanna leave you yet ^^

we rarely meet up since my final ended
hope that nothing will change

<3

again

2009-11-20T08:16:00.000-08:00

12am now
im still awake
tmr need to go taylors for assignment
damn sien

the mood didn change
im still moody,unhappy,and lil of pek cek
i feels like killing someone
maybe i ll feel better?
pervert

a bit confused
a bit unsure
i just want to be a normal kid
sigh
my life isn't mine
damn down

random

2009-11-19T07:00:00.000-08:00

hmm...
lastly
the finals ended
ad we went to gai gai at the 17th and 18th
my room is small eh?
but warm dude
4 of us slept for hours and went to school
thats not good
feels like falling asleep every minute

feel free
thats good
but duh,
this means that i've to decide now
although i know im trying to avoid to think bout that
but i know the decision should be done
and in this lil short time =(

i tried to convince myself for something
but that 'something' do really change
and maybe something will be different from now on.

i don't think myself is unlucky kid
but sometimes i really think i AM

sudden

2009-10-31T23:23:00.000-07:00

what do you expect from me?
i couldn't do better than now
or everything just came out from your imagination
that i can actually fulfill your wish?
halo, im stupid, ok
stupid
stop nagging me

i give up
never struggle for this last moments
i will start studying
tomorrow maybe?
but, tomorrow starts final.
*ngeks

Chi neh seh?

2009-10-28T06:40:00.000-07:00

今天来篇华文的吧
太久没写华文了竟然被说没有感情

今天
也是去学校读书拉
承认自己有点失败吧
朋友们都启动了
我找不到自己的按钮
所以还是拖下拖下不读书

今天的雨很怪哦
从来没试过这么冷哇
驾车看不到 =.=
终于顺利到朋友家
不过车里到现在还是有味道（恶）

最近我们有不妥吧？
可能你也感觉到了
不过我相信没什么
只不过最近大家都蛮忙的
我快大考了
而你也有考试

我不知道明年自己要读什么
在哪里读
选不出不只是因为迷茫和遭到反对
多少也和她有关系吧
毕竟这两年我没让你好受过
没可能要做让自己离你更远的决定
考试后我得决定了
虽说自己颇喜欢某一科
但它真的能保证我的未来吗？
如果我如愿了，
那就代表我们更难见面了
矛盾阿

当身心好累
能否有人出现在我面前
牵着我的手带我继续前进？
一切看起来是这么的美好
却又被一层层的矛盾包围
我希望自己不要做错决定
因为这个错误
足以让我后悔好一段时间

* 我会好好珍惜能和你，和你们相处的时间，
虽然回忆会让人变得脆弱.

goodbye

2009-10-23T06:45:00.000-07:00

today

the last day of college

everyone of us forgot bout final

and have fun for this last few hours

8 months from march

time passes so fast

college was unoffcially ended

i still think that im E6 students

in fact im not anymore

and we have to bye-bye at here

all frenz that i met in E6

so happy to know you all

i enjoyed this 8 months

and i will always remember you all

forever

we're E6 students

forever

E6 rockss~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS: i cried when im typing this

>.<

A

2009-10-09T08:29:00.000-07:00

no~

this is fcuking not right~!!

im gonna start study again!

this, will be a hard time!

always endless

2009-10-07T10:22:00.000-07:00

me: what if i leave and start everything again?

GOD: there's no difference if you don't change,

what you should start off is from your heart

me: so....can i restart myself?

22 months

2009-10-01T06:51:00.000-07:00

happy 21 months

dar

3 more months will be 2 yrs anniversary

hope that things that happen on ppl around us

wouldn't happen to us

muakzz :)

love ya

shalooneh's day

2009-10-01T06:44:00.000-07:00

happy birthday shalooneh :)

wish you happy always

me,meow,and wan7an will be the tissue suppliers

that supply tissues and lend you our shoulders !

hmm

2009-09-29T02:02:00.000-07:00

thanks for trials

i screwed the result

so sad

cried, for just a while

but the sadness did not disappear

i hate that

i can't take the stress

sometimes i wish to escape

wii? weee??

2009-09-24T07:34:00.000-07:00

today is so fun~

the first time i drive to babe's house

so so far

i bring my lil brother along coz he wants to play wii

we made pizza

not so good, yet still not a failure

at least we have a "ok" comment

but not "yucks"

so tired when we reached home

finally i can understand my babe's feeling

everytime she come to find me

she was so tired of driving home

our house's distance about 30km

she needs to drive like half an hour to meet me

poor little thing

anyway

i enjoyed the day :)

No

2009-09-21T10:15:00.000-07:00

i never know anything

about the part that i think important in your life

and what you've told me

was just nothing

nothing to you,nothing to me either

sometimes, i hate your pretended ignorance

no, i always hate that

u knew that, but you just keep doing it

again and again

show me your wisdom

let me feel that i mean something to you

but not just a outsider

im your girl,

Dar, always.

help

2009-09-21T01:19:00.000-07:00

am half dead here
freaking sien....
nothing to do
no where to go
argh.....
but don't ask me to study
duhahaha

yeay

2009-09-18T08:37:00.000-07:00

first,if you do read blogs of four of us

you will saw the same story at 4 different blogs

haha

lastly

LASTLY

trials finished, just trials

today was freezed in the MPH hall

get out from there at 8.30am

after having our breakfast

with meow n wantan n sharon

we went to pavillion

SHOP~

haha

i was the one who bought the most

and we ate Sakae sushi~

so nice~i love the chawanmushiiiiiiiiiiii

the first time i went KL by monorail and KTM

KTM was so noisy and......scary

monorail...comfortable but 'giap' ppl geh XD

the next stop

KLCC !!

hope that i ll go out with my girls again !
nice to know you all

seriously,now only i figured out how important friends are

its about sharing,caring,and loving

starts to love all my friends now !!

frustrated

2009-09-10T08:46:00.000-07:00

i am so sorry if i counldn't do this
i am just a girl with average IQ
but not a super duper clever girl
not an academic smart girl
just don't put too high expectation on me
even though im your only hope
'coz i don't even dare to do this to myself

random

2009-09-09T05:42:00.000-07:00

today quite normal
but duh..all my disorders disappeared,for today
ah haaa...
my mood better than yesterday
hope that tomorrow will be better
HOPEFULLY

next monday starts trials
not so nervous,but very stress

feel like studying but duh...
sleep first!
haha

dang

2009-09-08T06:14:00.000-07:00

today
bad day
i felt all those disorders gonna happen on me
today uncle Tharam gave the shit-est face to us
scolded (counted as) us
and then ask us to do past year questions (wtf ?)
duh, uncle do you know what is fatigue?
i can't even concentrate!
damn you why u doing this to me
i thought you're the most lovely lecturer
all the lecturers made me so stress
keep on ngam ngam ngam,then ask us to do questions
at that moment,my mind was just scolding back you all
silly lecturers

im so stress
but i know i can get through this
just for this 2++ months
then i really need a long break
+u ah ying ah!!
and +u all SAM students

Alright

2009-09-07T05:27:00.000-07:00

nah

today study at starbucks near taylor's

with meow n wantan

study for....quite long

but duh.....like study nothing

just playing cards,and guessing songs

reports reports and reports

tmr having exam....

reports again

15% of internal weh

more than trials

im dying~

didn't study anything for trials, at all

just thinking about the week after trials

*ngek

i wanna go pavilion~!!

argh

started

2009-09-06T10:27:00.000-07:00

the 1st post
shouldn't say too much
you all will know more about me later
all I wanna say is
WELCOME !! ^^