也许不应该这样看自己
但我真的觉得自己是个烂东西

不再要求什么了
不需要太成功
不需要太聪明
只要日子开心就好了
做自己想做的


‘活在当下’
我想起了某某曾经对我说的一句话

if i tell you it wasn't hurt
im lying to you.
is just tired to love someone
and you'll just leave like this
even you have to bare all the feelings with yourself
getting frustrated is just much more worse than you don't love anymore.
trust me.




what does the tears mean?
it doesn't matter anymore.

泪

依然不足够吗？
贪心的你到底需要多少？
就不能够站在我的立场想一想？
我没有选择
因为全世界的人都不够我爱你
我敢这么说，这是事实
但你却利用这原因来伤害我
我不知道自己为什么还在保护你
不要让我累了，然后离开
要不我不会再回来。

zzz

can't hide my laziness
i just wanna throw marketing textbook away and sleep now
god
i duwan success
i want my bed pls.

2 mins later...
started to emo
what if m studying psych now
i wouldn't say this.
not even once.
hmm =(

10sec later
okay mood swings again
i shall study for it
pass this subject and never ever touch that book again.
yoyo!!!!

yii

effin god
exhausted.
what a saturday XD

ps: wantan i love you don't give up ur dream =)
tho i wish u can study with me so i can fetch u to sch everyday.

sweet talker.
shouldn't believe in you.

you made me felt m never a matter to you
i see ur smile, you live ur life happily
i feel better
yet i feel bad 'coz i realized my choice was correct
you smile even resplendent than i used to see
is that mean we were wrong to be attached?
btw ur smile showed that you're relieved
this is what i hope to see.
i failed to be a good gf, maybe this is why i never see you smile like that.

再见

phobia
我已经没有勇气当重要的人
想逃
但并不是因为不爱
是害怕有朝一日
我需要伤害你

如果有一天
你在街上遇见了我
请给我一个笑容
让我知道，没有了我
你依然很幸福

+

another lock in your blog
how many locks i have to open to enter into you heart.
please don't make me feel frustrated.

yea

and now im pretty sure about that.