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i can't wait
why is the time so slow to reach monday

i can't bear the sadness anymore
i hate being ignored
hate being abandoned
i don't deserve all these from you you know?

gahhhhh
i don't like to be emo pun
i really don't like
but...

wee =)

dyed my hair today
hor the guy's serivice damn cha ler
rude sial

is copper colour
quite like the colour actually
rm200 fly jor~
but m satisfied
ngeks

Ay Arr Gee Eff

what so big deal ??
just tell urself u don't fucking care
just lie to urself
say you don't give a damn to what's happening on her

i wish i could bring this secret to the hell
yea not heaven but hell coz i did such wrong thing !
something that can crushes a good person's heart
into million pieces. damn

btw is just a wish
i knew what will happen at the end
sometimes i hope m cold-blooded


*bang ur head to the wall so u can stop the brain function for a moment

< 3

i love blogspot
it reminds me there's no way for me to post private posts.
just like if you wants to post private posts,
rather not to.

Emm

i don't really likes to gossip
since i was 16 i started to gossip less
'coz i've been heard too many things
no matter all that were supposed to let me know

i knew
or i don't
it never be a matter to me
if you want to tell
i listen
if you don't
i don't cherish it also
i wouldn't beg you to tell me just because i care about you
either you're good friend,or lover (i don't have best friend)
sometimes even i really wants to know
i wouldn't show too
so if it ends up with you told me nothing
i will not feel sad

girls gossip
boys gossip
because they gossip
i knew how horrible it can be
it can change ur view to someone
even you don't really hate the person
if someone else is the easily get influenced type
please don't teach the person ur concept
because u may changed the person's personality as well

just
just gossip less okay
it just making u all become so...
so
repugnant


i used to love gossip
but not anymore
m still curious
but I've trained myself not to show it
even i gossip
i skipped all those sensitive issues

and m not scolding ANY ONE
please don't fucking misunderstood okay
m not saying gossip is not good
is just that if you couldn't control urself well
maybe sometimes u just need to STFU okay
it saves you from trouble


and if you thought you're such straight forward
and can talk in ' i don't fucking care' slang
then don't gossip
i dare you don't have the guts to do so
and m sorry to tell you're just acting cool
it's not straight forward
just please stop being stupid
peoples are laughing
but you thought you're so COOL
isn't that pathetic?


just
ergh.
speechless d

=((

nowadays the weather's so hot
even just sittin in front of lappy can sweat
beh tahan~~

and my face sensitive again
'coz of the stupid weather
=( =(
so ugly lar why must before CNY
sad
have to waste money to buy product
my face so ugly now.
SAD
feel like crying whenever i look at the mirror
GOD save me from this pls.

>:(

i want my life
my OWN life
you have no idea
how desperate m i now
m seriously hate you
wants to leave but just don't have the guts
i love you
but i hate u.

bye bye

went tgif today
ah joe n decepticon let us 'wan can'
XD XD

joey goin to aussie for 3 yrs
:'(
3 years man.
will definitely miss you a lot
sifat joe ngek ngek

will c u next year okayy
must find us when u come back..!!
*big hugg

RaR

just viewed my old blog
found out shermay was an emo girl huh
although now just a lil bit better as compare with the past

and i found an article about my personality test
seriously matches my personality
m so admire those psychologists AGAIN

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

except of the readiness of starting relationship part

the others are sooo right..!!

but still, you wouldn't know me except u find out yourself right

peoples have different point of views

today is 4th of FEB

feeling not so good now 'coz 7th WCW'll be going back to Sarawak

aiks 3 more weeks only she come back to kl

sad =(

the 25th

well
today is the 25th months
2yrs + alr.

m not that happy as i thought
something has been happened this month
m so confused

how this will end?
in what way?
dare not to think about it
i shouldn't selfish
i know.
but self-control seems very hard to me
and everything seems insecure
and so unsure.



u, couldn't understand.