x'mas eeee

hmm haha
celebrate for christmas day everyone?

that day went MV with dar
we had Tony Romas as dinner
hoo hooo
can't finish 'coz too MANY
next time better share

after that we went to my primary school
at night ( GOSH that's so scary )
we stayed in the car and chat
talked about our childhood
about our school life
i felt so happy,and warm at that time

then we give x'mas gift to each other
i gave a chocolate as gift and she kinda like it =D
haha
and i received a bracelet~!!
oh GOSH i like it so much~~

P for pavilion

went pavilion with dar today
bought a ring from Accesorize
and watched Avatar
nice movie...but it takes too long
3 hours dang

here is the pics





hehe
am so happy today
really long time didn't watch movie with dar


and dar cooked for me today
wulala~
the slice beef with onion is nice
too bad the curry seafood is a bit tasteless
'coz no more salt =.=
btw, am happy 'coz never had a dar cook for me
and i enjoyed the meal ^^
thx dar

REsult

hah
the result was out
not good
not good
btw im not so sad
'coz effort was not paid too much on it

hmm...
scholarship gone T.T
my TER not enough for me to apply scholarship
btw...am gonna request for remark for math and psych
am really not believe in what i get for psych
>.<

R

if i tell u im not confused anymore
will you trust me?
NO, i don't even believe myself

shit
today is 7th
the result is coming out next week
shitttttttttt
damn scareeeeeeeee
god bless me~

<3 december

this december will be a bz month
outing with babes
working
piano lessens
dancing classes
and maybe vacation with parents
im anticipating
and also,
i wants a lotza christmas presents~!
muahahah~

december here i come~

miss E6 <3>

700th

wulala~
today is the 700th day
and tmr will be our 23rd months~
happy ~^^

hmm
700 days
how long is it
almost 2 years
but i don' think i wanna leave you yet ^^

we rarely meet up since my final ended
hope that nothing will change


<3

again

12am now
im still awake
tmr need to go taylors for assignment
damn sien

the mood didn change
im still moody,unhappy,and lil of pek cek
i feels like killing someone
maybe i ll feel better?
pervert


a bit confused
a bit unsure
i just want to be a normal kid
sigh
my life isn't mine
damn down

random

hmm...
lastly
the finals ended
ad we went to gai gai at the 17th and 18th
my room is small eh?
but warm dude
4 of us slept for hours and went to school
thats not good
feels like falling asleep every minute

feel free
thats good
but duh,
this means that i've to decide now
although i know im trying to avoid to think bout that
but i know the decision should be done
and in this lil short time =(

i tried to convince myself for something
but that 'something' do really change
and maybe something will be different from now on.






i don't think myself is unlucky kid
but sometimes i really think i AM

sudden

what do you expect from me?
i couldn't do better than now
or everything just came out from your imagination
that i can actually fulfill your wish?
halo, im stupid, ok
stupid
stop nagging me

i give up
never struggle for this last moments
i will start studying
tomorrow maybe?
but, tomorrow starts final.
*ngeks

Chi neh seh?

今天来篇华文的吧
太久没写华文了竟然被说没有感情

今天
也是去学校读书拉
承认自己有点失败吧
朋友们都启动了
我找不到自己的按钮
所以还是拖下拖下不读书

今天的雨很怪哦
从来没试过这么冷哇
驾车看不到 =.=
终于顺利到朋友家
不过车里到现在还是有味道 （恶）

最近我们有不妥吧？
可能你也感觉到了
不过我相信没什么
只不过最近大家都蛮忙的
我快大考了
而你也有考试

我不知道明年自己要读什么
在哪里读
选不出不只是因为迷茫和遭到反对
多少也和她有关系吧
毕竟这两年我没让你好受过
没可能要做让自己离你更远的决定
考试后我得决定了
虽说自己颇喜欢某一科
但它真的能保证我的未来吗？
如果我如愿了，
那就代表我们更难见面了
矛盾阿

当身心好累
能否有人出现在我面前
牵着我的手带我继续前进？
一切看起来是这么的美好
却又被一层层的矛盾包围
我希望自己不要做错决定
因为这个错误
足以让我后悔好一段时间

* 我会好好珍惜能和你，和你们相处的时间，
虽然回忆会让人变得脆弱.

goodbye

today

the last day of college

everyone of us forgot bout final

and have fun for this last few hours

8 months from march

time passes so fast

college was unoffcially ended

i still think that im E6 students

in fact im not anymore

and we have to bye-bye at here

all frenz that i met in E6

so happy to know you all

i enjoyed this 8 months

and i will always remember you all

forever

we're E6 students

forever

E6 rockss~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS: i cried when im typing this

>.<

A

no~

this is fcuking not right~!!

im gonna start study again!

this, will be a hard time!

always endless

me: what if i leave and start everything again?

GOD: there's no difference if you don't change,

what you should start off is from your heart

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me: so....can i restart myself?

22 months

happy 21 months

dar

3 more months will be 2 yrs anniversary

hope that things that happen on ppl around us

wouldn't happen to us

muakzz :)

love ya

shalooneh's day

happy birthday shalooneh :)

wish you happy always

me,meow,and wan7an will be the tissue suppliers

that supply tissues and lend you our shoulders !

hmm

thanks for trials

i screwed the result

so sad

cried, for just a while

but the sadness did not disappear

i hate that

i can't take the stress

sometimes i wish to escape

wii? weee??

today is so fun~

the first time i drive to babe's house

so so far

i bring my lil brother along coz he wants to play wii

we made pizza

not so good, yet still not a failure

at least we have a "ok" comment

but not "yucks"

so tired when we reached home

finally i can understand my babe's feeling

everytime she come to find me

she was so tired of driving home

our house's distance about 30km

she needs to drive like half an hour to meet me

poor little thing

anyway

i enjoyed the day :)

i never know anything

about the part that i think important in your life

and what you've told me

was just nothing

nothing to you,nothing to me either

sometimes, i hate your pretended ignorance

no, i always hate that

u knew that, but you just keep doing it

again and again

show me your wisdom

let me feel that i mean something to you

but not just a outsider

im your girl,

Dar, always.

help

am half dead here
freaking sien....
nothing to do
no where to go
argh.....
but don't ask me to study
duhahaha

yeay

first,if you do read blogs of four of us

you will saw the same story at 4 different blogs

haha

lastly

LASTLY

trials finished, just trials

today was freezed in the MPH hall

get out from there at 8.30am

after having our breakfast

with meow n wantan n sharon

we went to pavillion

SHOP~

haha

i was the one who bought the most

and we ate Sakae sushi~

so nice~i love the chawanmushiiiiiiiiiiii

the first time i went KL by monorail and KTM

KTM was so noisy and......scary

monorail...comfortable but 'giap' ppl geh XD

the next stop

KLCC !!

hope that i ll go out with my girls again !
nice to know you all

seriously,now only i figured out how important friends are

its about sharing,caring,and loving

starts to love all my friends now !!

frustrated

i am so sorry if i counldn't do this
i am just a girl with average IQ
but not a super duper clever girl
not an academic smart girl
just don't put too high expectation on me
even though im your only hope
'coz i don't even dare to do this to myself

random

today quite normal
but duh..all my disorders disappeared,for today
ah haaa...
my mood better than yesterday
hope that tomorrow will be better
HOPEFULLY

next monday starts trials
not so nervous,but very stress

feel like studying but duh...
sleep first!
haha

dang

today
bad day
i felt all those disorders gonna happen on me
today uncle Tharam gave the shit-est face to us
scolded (counted as) us
and then ask us to do past year questions (wtf ?)
duh, uncle do you know what is fatigue?
i can't even concentrate!
damn you why u doing this to me
i thought you're the most lovely lecturer
all the lecturers made me so stress
keep on ngam ngam ngam,then ask us to do questions
at that moment,my mind was just scolding back you all
silly lecturers

im so stress
but i know i can get through this
just for this 2++ months
then i really need a long break
+u ah ying ah!!
and +u all SAM students

Alright

nah

today study at starbucks near taylor's

with meow n wantan

study for....quite long

but duh.....like study nothing

just playing cards,and guessing songs

reports reports and reports

tmr having exam....

reports again

15% of internal weh

more than trials

im dying~

didn't study anything for trials, at all

just thinking about the week after trials

*ngek

i wanna go pavilion~!!

argh

started

the 1st post
shouldn't say too much
you all will know more about me later
all I wanna say is
WELCOME !! ^^